What is on my heart? I'll tell you.
It is 11:23AM. Three hours and twenty two minutes until I get the results from my biopsy. It is now, that all the possibilities press on my mind and heart. If it is cancer, I hope I will be able to step out in faith, to not let it get the best of my emotions, and accept it as another challenge in life.
Yet, will my reaction be what I hope it will be?
I pray, if there is any way God will use this to draw others closer to him, then He can have his way with me. For, I trust that there is a reason behind every twist and turn of events.
Questions, questions, questions….
By the time this posts, I will have at least one answer for you.
5:15pm. Answer time: Results not complete yet but the pathologist told the Dr. they found follicular neoplasm that was suspicious. Basically the Dr. said my thryoid will have to be removed but doesn't have to be done right away as thyroid cancers are slow moving. My desire is to still go to India and South Africa as planned from Oct 6th to November 5th. Please pray that the complete results will come in soon and I will make a wise decision as to the timing of the surgery based on that report.
My heart is rejoicing that it is not worse than it is! And, as you can see from the photo, I am still smiling!
Shanda - I had no idea you were having a biopsy. Lifting you up in prayer.
ReplyDeleteFather, I lift up Shanda to you today. We selfishly pray for a good report, but most of all I pray that whatever the circumstances, You will be glorified through it. I pray for peace and comfort that can come from you alone. Thank you for your servant who has so faithfully served you. We pray that you give her strength and courage in all circumstances. In your precious Son's name, amen.
Wow Shana, I'm sorry about your situation. I hope you receive positive news. My step-father is currently battling stage iv throat cancer. His treatments have completed, for now, but this week he is getting lymph nodes removed from his neck. When going through these situations, it's especially important we put our trust and faith in God, to not only get us through but to give us strength. You will be in my prayers. Stay strong...I don't know you but I can tell you are very strong.
ReplyDeleteShanda, praying for you girl. I don't know what biopsy you had, but I had one in the summer (A small one... just skin, but I was completely scared that it was cancer.) I'm anxiously awaiting the results (good or bad, and I know you'll have to have time to process it.) <3 you
ReplyDeleteLord, have mercy on a world where faith is so relative - bless you for your courage and your faith, and may the people you love see THAT, not just the facts. I'll be looking for your news!
ReplyDeletePraying for you friend. I had no idea. I know the fear that accompanies the wait quite well, so I can relate to the feelings you have. Our Savior has you in the palm of His hand. Really, He does.
ReplyDeleteShanda, sending prayers your way. I love your stance.
ReplyDeleteOur church has had you on our prayer list for the past two weeks, Shanda, so many people are praying. Thanks for your honesty and for expressing the fears that so many Christians face but don't want to admit. Waiting with you, praying for you. . .
ReplyDeletePam at www.2encourage.blogspot.com
Shanda,you're in my thoughts and prayers hope all turns out well. You are an inspiration to me take care.
ReplyDeleteShanda - So sorry to hear what you are going through. How difficult, the waiting. Knowing & trusting the Lord is with you in a strong and mighty way. As my prayers stretch out beyond the miles...Believing He will carry you with love and grace. ~ jen
ReplyDeleteThe waiting is so hard. I am praying for a good report, you have so many friends rooting for you!!
ReplyDeletePrayers going up for you, Sweet Sister!
ReplyDeleteShanda,
ReplyDeleteWhatever the answer is...He loves you. It sounds like you already know that and have your feet firmly planted on the Solid Rock. My prayers are with you.
Charlotte
Dear Heavenly Father: Thank You for the person You made--and will continue to make--Shanda to be. Thank You for Your plan for her life, also for her faith in it, and in You. We know that--no matter what--You will work all things to Shanda's good, because she loves You so much, and because she has been called according to Your purpose. Thank You for the hope we have in Your Son Christ Jesus: hope that is so much bigger than this world with its pain, and sickness, and sin. I pray for Shanda's health, but may Your will be done, Father. We will love and praise and thank You no matter what. Because You are so good. Please fill and flood us with Your peace that passeth all understanding. In Your name I pray, Amen.
ReplyDeleteHi Shanda - praying for you for a good report. Praying for you for peace and and a testimony for your boys
ReplyDeleteGod bless
Tracy
Thank you, Everyone, for your kind words. I would have posted this update earlier but my internet was down. So just now updated this post. I will try to email each of you in case you don't get back to read this. Thank you for your prayers and love. I am so grateful for my bloggy sisters.! <3
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad that your news was fairly positive. I pray that you will have the answer you need soonest. Bless you. xx
ReplyDeletePraying for you friend! I am so sorry to hear that but I ditto, the Lord is for me and I am for Him. Whichever way He chooses to use this life as long as it's for His Glory! You're a strong woman!
ReplyDeleteYou are lifted up in prayer today - for positive results, for strength, for wisdom and most of all that you feel His presence.
ReplyDeleteOh, Shanda, thanks for letting us know. I've been praying for you and will continue to do so. Thank you for your God-filled attitude and your desire for God to use this. You are an important role model for all of us.
ReplyDeleteHugs,
Linda
Shanda, I'm praying for you! It sounds like it's good news and you're perspective is right where it should be!
ReplyDeleteI'm praying too, Shanda. Your attitude while you are waiting is amazing and inspiring.
ReplyDeleteI just saw your update. I'm sorry you're going through this, and will keep praying. I'm glad the news is encouraging so far!
ReplyDeleteAdding my prayers to the others. You already have a wonderful attitude about everything, so I'm sure you will be the very model of grace no matter what comes.
ReplyDeleteSaying prayers along with everyone else. I hope you're able to take those trips. You have such a sweet spirit, thank you for sharing your spirit.
ReplyDeleteSo very thankful you are standing in His Strength and Grace!!! :)
ReplyDeleteGod loves to answer the prayers of those he loves and I pray he answers your need with all of who he is! Sometimes I think the waiting is harder than knowing what you're up against. I pray as you call out to God he will draw close to you and lift you up.
ReplyDeletePraying for you...not only for the thyroid, but also that God will send you words of encouragement...just like your readers are giving!!! HOPE the rest of your week is blessed!
ReplyDeleteThe Lord bless and keep you! Praying along with all these bloggin' sisters!
ReplyDeleteJust saw the update. Praising and believing with you my friend!
ReplyDeleteI think you are gorgeous - and I understand you want to go out of town - but if the doctor says it's okay - then it must be. Thanks for letting us know. Love and prayers. sandie
ReplyDeleteWill continue to pray for peace and joy in your heart! you are so precious in the eyes of the Lord! and we all love you very much! glad Mark is back :) x
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful smiling (and confident) woman in that picture! :) I am so sorry for the trials and the never ending waiting that goes along with it that you have been going through; also regretting that I haven't been in touch the last couple of weeks!
ReplyDeleteYour perseverance, faith, and honesty while you are fighting this battle is heart warming Shanda; stay strong and focus on His love and the plans He has for you.
I will be praying and keeping you in my heart! :)
Denise
I posted a comment earlier, but not sure it showed up. So, I will re-write it just in case. I am praying for you, for peace, and good news. If you would like to talk, get together, or need anything then let me know!
ReplyDeleteCrystal :)
I didn't get a chance to read this until now (I can't sit for very long at the computer or my scar starts hurting and I start getting contractions). I had read the earlier post and was waiting to hear back, like the others. I pray everything goes well and that Jesus continues giving you peace! Do you know when you'll hear back about some more exact news? You are in my prayers!
ReplyDeleteI will pray for God to light the right choice for you to see.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing @ Edwards Granddaughter
Firstly, you're beautiful, Shanda! :)
ReplyDeleteSecondly, you're coming to India? Wow.
Thirdly, I am waiting to read more on your health condition. Sending you love and prayers.
xoxo